the poop returns

booze

2007-12-23T07:18:33Z

Ive had 2 rum n' cokes... atleast I think it was just 2
and 3 or 4 shots of rum... I dunno the exact size... definitely more than a shot glass though... maybe a double... I dunno... booze isn't really my thing so I dunno quantities... what I do know is that Im drunk
this is the third place on the internet that Ive mentioned my drunkiality... hehe good night

hindsight?

2007-11-21T09:00:34Z

so I moved out... its nice
I went skateboarding with john and hodges today
I have been thinking about the past lately and nearly all of what I can remember is good (even if I didn't think so at the time)... and I'm wondering if Ive just found some new appreciation for my past or if I'm just sweetening my memory... I'd like to think its just a new appreciation... but I suppose it doesn't really matter
my thoughts are very cluttered tonight and I have to be awake for work in about 4 hours so I think I will call it a night

chocho450 @ 2007-11-05T02:07:00

2007-11-05T08:17:24Z

looks like Im gonna be moving out... a place on echles... that was sudden

chocho450 @ 2007-11-02T21:39:00

2007-11-03T02:43:06Z

so I can ride my unicycle now... not well but alot better than I would have expected for the amount of time Ive had it
flight of the conchords is on comedy central... they are funny
the end

chocho450 @ 2007-10-18T23:00:00

2007-10-19T04:10:33Z

so a few post back I mentioned that I learned to juggle... well that has turned into quite a hobby... I do it nearly everyday. also I decided to purchase a unicycle... I ordered it online... Im quite eager to learn how to ride it... I feel rather strange because of this... oh well

cheer up, buttercup

2007-09-16T06:29:00Z

today was a great day... I spent a good bit of time outdoors in nearly perfect weather with good people... i love my coworkers/friends
I'm posting this from my wii... not important info but then again not much that i say is
cheers

chocho450 @ 2007-09-11T23:06:00

2007-09-12T04:13:42Z

I'm lonely... maybe I'm just bored... I just feel like I'm missing out on human contact... but I do it to myself... my thoughts are rather scattered and far less cheery than usual
oh well fuck me Ill get over it

the quiet dignity of a clown

2007-09-04T00:59:20Z

I stuck around after I got off work today and me lauren and jenn all taught ourselves to juggle... Im not good yet but its a fun... gotta work on it... today turned out to be an alright holiday
CHEERS

not that anyone should or does care but ...

2007-07-18T03:02:26Z

I went skateboarding today... only for about half an hour but it was the first time Ive picked up my board in quite a long time... I definitely miss this hobby... heres hoping I continue it
cheers

XXX

2007-06-30T05:24:27Z

I went bowling tonight and got my first ever turkey... twas neat

cheer up

2007-05-08T05:28:39Z

so I honestly believe that most problems don't really exist... its all in your head... and it amazes me how quickly I forget that... I love how small things seem to trigger these thoughts and suddenly the world that so recently seemed such a dismal place feels full of possibility once again.
ever wonder who your biggest fan is?... its something you quite possibly will never know the answer to but its nice to think that everyone has a fan or 2. I'm definitely a fan of many.
I think I'm gonna start drinking... dunno when but its something to come (to sacrifice my liver... yet another ode to Prometheus)
Humanius est deridere vitam quam deplorare. (Laugh at life; don't cry over it.)

... to sleepless nights

2007-04-30T04:41:55Z

this was an interesting weekend to say the least. I went to backstreet... I didnt see that coming. this brings up an important fact... dancing is not my thing but even with that being said I had a great night that turned into a great morning. we (Megan, Sam, me, and Matty)left there sometime around 4 to go get breakfast at IHOP. sometime around 6 me sam and megan went to sam's and they played some DDR then a little bit of skateboarding around 8 or 9... around 10 I left to prepare for work... that was the longest 7 hours of work I have experienced in a long time.
cheers

a toast to late nights with good friends

2007-04-28T01:24:36Z

Ive been starting more and more statements as of late with "so ...(random thought)" I don't know who I picked that up from... I think maybe sammy c
the company I have had the pleasure of being with lately is by far some of the best I have ever kept... I hope it continues
instead of saying I had a good day I like saying the day was a success... I have had many more successful days than usual recently
do you think the word hope could accurately be worded as unrealistic optimism?
I may be reverting back to some of the hyper active antics that got me the nickname cracky... I cant tell if thats a bad thing or not
thanks yet again to all of you

spoons is crazy

2007-04-22T19:03:36Z

last night was one of the best nights I have had in a while. it definitely made me realize how much of a nerd/dork I am but thats ok... I spent enough time laughing that my cheeks hurt which I think is always a good sign that the day went well. the night was full of some of the best company that I could ever ask for. the weather was perfect (I was almost dumb enough to wear corduroy pants... that would have sucked). it was an incredible evening. thank you to everyone involved

appreciation

2007-04-17T03:59:47Z

I want to say thanks to everyone who has made my life easier or more entertaining... there are too many people to ever thank but I want to find some way to start showing my gratitude... until I figure out a good way Ill leave it at this
thank all of you from the bottom of my heart
oh and Ide also like to say the movie the reaping is the worst flick ever

chocho450 @ 2007-04-06T00:08:00

2007-04-06T05:21:10Z

a wise bar of soap once said "the ultimate point of life is joy"

chocho450 @ 2007-02-13T19:48:00

2007-02-14T05:38:41Z

1. Copy this whole list into your journal.
2. Bold the things that you have in common with me.
3. Whatever you don’t bold, replace with things about you.

01. I like to be me and nobody else
02. as a kid I was socialy unaware
03. I am a dork
04. "no worries" is my most used phrase
05. in late middle school through high school I was a masochist
06. I love to play devil's advocate
07. I want to learn how to play guitar but doubt I will ever take the time to do it
08. I am too passive
09. alot of the time I dont know what to say
10. I like the thought of inevitabilty but not fate
11. personal responsibility is very important to me
12. I miss having a core group of friends
13. I love warm weather
14. I wish I could find someone who makes me believe in true love.
15. I think that humor can be found in most things
16. I have grown up alot in the past year
17. I hate icing.
18. I spend too much time on my computer
19. tattoos facinate me
20. I wish I was still into art
21. I'm always thinking.
22. I contradict myself alot
23. I love my friends.
24. mythology interests me
25. I like buying things for friends
26. I love life.
27. I don't believe in religions ... I only agree with this if it means athiest... because I can prove that religion exists... I just have to point at a bible
28. I would rather be alone than miserable.
29. It takes me a while to make decisions
30. I like writing lower case g's... I dunno why
31. I wish I was financially independent.
32. I enjoy saying "cheer up"
33. When I first meet someone it's more about how they present themselves and what attitudes or "vibes" I get from them more than anything
34. I almost always have music playing no matter what, I guess silence bothers me.
35. swinging on swingsets used to make me nauseous
36. I'm ok with my job right now even though it's not something I will do for the rest of my life by any means
37. I have no idea what I want out of life
38. applesauce is delicious in my opinion
39. I try to make people's life's better not worse.
40. I enjoy it when people catch obscure refferences in conversations
41. Im probably not as happy as most people think I am
42. I am pretty boring
43. when I feel bad or have problems I like to think of how small and insignificant I am as compared to something like the planet as a whole... beause I dont matter neither do my problems
44. I still have my tonsils.
45. I've never broken a bone.
46. I am probably more trusting than I should be
47. at times I am full of quite a bit of self loathing
48. I dont care enough to stand up for myself alot of the time
49. I wish I was more responsible
50. I want to go to the ocean again

why not

2007-02-09T00:51:42Z

comment with your name and I'll...

1) Tell you why I friended you
2) Associate you with a song/movie
3) Tell a random fact about you
4) Tell a first memory about you
5) Associate you with an animal/fruit
6) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
7) In retort, you MUST spread this disease in your LJ

hehe

2007-01-22T01:27:51Z

some girl (who apperantly worked with gina)is in one of renee's classes and thinks Im a bad guy... Im a bad guy... that is awesome

perhaps this is as good as it gets

2007-01-15T06:33:46Z

I bore myself alot of the time. I need a change of pace. it hasnt been quite as boring latley but I still find my days are far too dull. I need to be more social. I take solace in the fact that Im atleast making progress even though it is slow(slow motion is better than no motion).
alot of situations seem to be repeating themselves... all I can really do is try to appreciate the subtle differences "history doesn't repeat itself but it does rhyme"

nothing is definite

2007-01-11T06:50:52Z

so today I was thinking about "paying respect" to someone like a funeral and that got me thinking that I would like to do that. there are alot of people that I want to thank for just being who they are
Ill try to get started on that soon

it was a good year

2007-01-04T03:25:18Z

I think I've matured alot in this past year and I feel pretty good about that. I hope everyone else is seeing some form of progression.
"always talking but I never say alot" reel big fish
its been fun~charlie

happy holidays

2005-10-31T09:20:55Z

I feel like i should be doing something with myself... and i dont think its related to what im doing now... maybe i took a wrong turn somewhere... or maybe not
I decided that i will most likley not spend my entire life sober... Im not sure when my sobriety will end or if I will do it more than once but I do know that I dont want to die without trying... when this moment finaly comes I will try to be in the company of atleast poptart
oh and on a completly different toppic my good friend Chris Webb is engaged to my old friend Jenni Brooks... tis crazy (to say the least)
thas about it for now

chocho450 @ 2005-09-08T12:41:00

2005-09-08T17:40:05Z

1. Reply with your name and I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something that I've always wondered about you.
8. If I do this for you, you must post this on your journal. You MUST. It is written.

tis dead

2005-03-01T04:52:42Z

this is a test

the test worked... well... woot